leaving dubai

The breaking news has been announced and he told me that he got the golden opportunity at work, but this has to be based in Saudi. It was a shock for me, but a positive one. I am so happy for him to get this promotion, but we will leave dubai to saudi. Oh oh.
In general, i am the kind of person that i can adapt to different situations, but the idea of being " not free" is not acceptable for me. I hate asking drivers to take me to this place or that one. but the biggest question to me is whether this will definitely kill my career. It all depends on the daycare of my baby there.
I am so bored being at home, so angry from not progressing in a career that i quickly started leaning and building and growing in it. But yes my daughter is a priority.
Now i feel that i love every street and corner of Dubai ( i always say that it is so artificial and not a place to live in.. ) it is weird how someone can have many feelings towards the same thing.

I dont know what exactly shall i choose the title of this subject. I have heard so much about the turkish series Noor and about the romantic Mohannad. Yesterday was the first time to watch it. Although he is fighting with his wife, but his and her looks on each other are full of love.

It has affected me, as i am still living this "side to side" life. No affection at all. we dont fight, we talk everything to each other. I dont doubt at all that he loves someone else. But i have totally lost the feeling of being his lover.

Our marriage has been a love marriage, and this love was always growing and growing. Few days after tha birth of our baby, we discovered a new love to each other. But then everything has disappear.

Our days are just passing, and I really miss him, the old him.
I just cant stop crying now.